Not A Mother

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mahayleyish — Wed, 26 Mar 2008 17:35:58 +0000

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mahayleyish — Wed, 26 Mar 2008 13:11:41 +0000

I enjoy the fact that time seems to run faster than it did just a couple of years ago, I don’t mean that I feel fatigued or I’m doing very well. To the contrary, I feel rather happy and my health remains good.Bogdan Perzynski 1991

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mahayleyish — Tue, 18 Mar 2008 21:33:32 +0000

I’ve gotten to that stage again that I do in every project. I feel I’ve done a fair amount of work but I just don’t know where to take it from here. Im thinking of installing two of the little pieces together and seeing how I feel. What do you think?

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mahayleyish — Tue, 11 Mar 2008 21:24:34 +0000

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mahayleyish — Tue, 26 Feb 2008 16:26:45 +0000

Do you think Indecent Proposal is right?

When we were watching at the weekend, I wondered whether everything will eventually change. I worry everyday I’ll turn into a harsh bitch. The opening two scenes show their undying love for each other. Half way through the second – ‘We had our differences. He used to take his clothes off and throw them on the floor, it made me crazy.’

Am I going to go crazy?

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mahayleyish — Sun, 24 Feb 2008 22:34:07 +0000

When I first moved up here, away from my boyfriend during the week, I bought a baby tshirt for my teddy bear to make it look like him. My new flatmates encouraged me but I was still embarrassed. When I was choosing the smallest size, a woman standing next to me helped me understand the sizing. I felt like the biggest kid. I’d like to think I wouldn’t be ashamed of myself now.

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mahayleyish — Sat, 23 Feb 2008 22:59:46 +0000

You know what mums have to do, remember who gave who what when. How do they do that? I think my Auntie Anne gave me this watch, about two years ago, but that may be completely untrue.

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mahayleyish — Fri, 22 Feb 2008 17:27:57 +0000

A baby door

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mahayleyish — Fri, 22 Feb 2008 14:05:26 +0000

There were 21 photos of new babies or pregnant women in February’s People Magazine.

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mahayleyish — Wed, 20 Feb 2008 15:59:49 +0000

I have a confession to make. I work in a chemist on a Sunday and every week I try my best to get my work finished early so I can organise stock for the last hour. Which really means look at all the baby things and imagine what I’ll need when I have a baby.